My first entry

They say that if you're feeling confused, a journal can help. This is why I'm starting this blog. Long ago, I might have saved up my allowance and bought a diary with a lock and key on it to hide my inner feelings. Although anyone can read it this anywhere in the world, it's no different than a private journal. It's just a bunch of words and pictures amongst the billions and billions that are spewed into the ether every second of every day. Who will bother to Google me? Who will ever read it? Who am I among the trillions? Why was I put on this earth? Will I ever find someone to love me? We shall see. We shall see.

Tuesday, April 13 2010 Bangor Maine

So I bought a tripod. Now I can take self portraits.
Here I am, as I am, on April 13, 2010 in a town called Bangor, in the state of Maine, in the country of the United States of America, on the continent known as North America, in the northern hemisphere of the planet which some call earth. (I'm taking astronomy next year, so we can continue on this line of thought then;-) But I don't need astronomy to know that the side of planet (which some call earth) which I am on is facing the star which we call the sun. Some may enjoy its brightness, but all it does for me is cast shadows that reflect what I am feeling in my core being. I feel sad and alone.